aku sedeyh..ak rndu sgt2 kat dea..tpi...tdy dea ckp saket dada...sesak nafas..yee..ak buad bodoh jee kan?tpi koe x taw aty ak mcm mne..sumpa risau..pegy larh kat klinik (!) pls..ak mntx tlg weyh (!) pls pegy klinik or hsptl..ak xnk koe saket..ak xsggop weyh (!) pls doe..ak mntx tlg sgt2 pi klinik..ak saket perot..then aer mate ak kua...lepas koe ckp mcm tuu aer mate ak kua tanpe henty..ak x dpt tdoe..sumpa ak ckp..ak rsaukan koe..ak teringin nk jage koe,tyme koe saket..teringin sgt2..tpi tuu sume angan2 ak kan?ak duk jaoh nan dea..ak nk msj nan koe..ak rndu koe sgt2..ak hrp koe cpt smboh..xde saket2 lagy..ak doakan koe syg...
ak jnjy..ak xkn tggl koe..ak jnjy akn cnte koe smpai hjung nyawe ak..ak taw..ak ckp kasa tdy..tpi x brmkne ak x syg or x fhm perasaan koe..ak syg n fhm perasaan koe sgt2..pls..jgn buad ak jeles..jgn buad aer mate ak menitis lagy.......ak mntx tlg..syg...jgn tggl ak lgy...ak saket...perot ak saket sgt2...ya ALLAh...tlg ak..smbohkan laa ak..kalaw engkau xnk sembohkan ak,,kau sembohkan laa aezal ya ALLAH...ak rele saket...daripade ak tgk dea saket..ak xnk..xnk...pls..jgn tggl ak..koe jee dlm aty ak..
aezal..ak mntx mf...;'< 19,1,2o12...ak mimpi ngeri...ak mimpi ak mnggal...di hsptl ampang...ak xtaw ap erti sume nieyh...ak takot...koe dtg tgk ak tyme ak da nazak..tyme tuu ak x mampu tuk ckp...ak tgk koe nanges..ak nk ckp ak syg koe..tpi ak x mampu...ak nk ckp jgn nanges..ak x larat lagy..tyme tuu ak da x mampu buad ap lagy...koe pgang tgan ak erat2..koe ckp 'b..jgn tggl abg..' ak nk jwb..ak xleyh...ak xnk tgk koe nanges..then,ak da sesak nafas...ak tgk koe..muke koe pucat sgt2..tyme tuu jgk kali terakhir ak dpt tgk koe..tpi ak epi dpt mnggal dismping koe..awk..awk kne redha law sy pegy dulu...sy xnk tgk awk nanges2..x encem...sy xnk awk dlte kenangan sy nan awk mcm tuu jee..tpi law da trpakse,,xpe..sy x kesa pom...cite nie patut ew pnjg...ak pendek kan ...esk ak cite dari mule2 smpai akhir..ak jnjy..
ak just syg koe aezal..sumpa...xtypu...ohhh...aer mate x moe enty2 lagy kea (!) ak x larat...miss him...never forget you..<3
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